My songs, my story.

this is a song i found when browsing the internet.
it's a very nice and beautiful song.

song: "卒業写真 (Graduation Photograph)" by Matsutoya Yumi

the lyrics:
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Kanashii koto ga aru to Hiraku kawa no hyoushi Sotsugyou shashin no ano hito wa Yasashii me wo shiteru	When I'm feeling down I open the leather cover And in the graduation photo Is that person with the gentle eyes.
Machi de mikaketa toki Nani mo ienakatta Sotsugyou shashin no omokage ga Sono mama datta kara	The time I saw you in town I couldn't say a thing Because just like the photo You hadn't changed a bit.
Hitogomi ni nagasarete Kawatteyuku watashi wo Anata wa tokidoki Tooku de shikatte	Washed away in the crowd, It's changed me. Now and then, from afar You tell me off.
Hanashi kakeru you ni Yureru yanagi no shita wo Kayotta michi sae ima wa Mou densha kara miru dake	Beneath the willow trembling Like a voice speaking Is that path I used to take But now I only watch from the train
Ano koro no ikikata wo Anata wa wasurenaide Anata wa watashi no seishun sono mono	Don't ever forget The way we lived back then You are my youth.
Hitogomi ni nagasarete Kawatteyuku watashi wo Anata wa tokidoki Tooku de shikatte	Washed away in the crowd, It's changed me. Now and then, from afar You tell me off.

this song is sang by many singers but i chose to extract it from a drama which i didnt
watch before. But it very meaningful as the drama related to the song.
jap drama: "First Kiss"
sang by: YUI & Hideaki Tokunaga

AWESOME! four chinese movies coming up! ohh man, i feel the pride of Chinese! can u imagine that when all the chinese around the world united as one, like the other races. ohh man, the power and pride is so much greater than anyone else in the world! which it will lead back to the glorious days of history of the chinese empire, where the empire was so strong, powerful and prosperous! where the influence is so powerful and the world have to relied on Chinese.
but the only thing now, is china and Taiwan are still in arguments.. yup it is true that china now , is super strong, the economy is growing super fast and very prosperous now. like what my pastor had said of the prophecy he received , that there will have a "prosperity switch" between US and asia where what the US had experienced the prosperity before the asia will now have. as u can see ASEAN and China as getting to be or already going to be the great power, which are in asia! cool man. seeing that asean's and china's progress is very fast!

yeah Taiwan also getting better alot now ever since the new president took over.
isint awesome.
err btw, im not siding anyone i love westerners as well as asians especially chinese (because im proud of being chinese of the "good side") japanese (love their culture and of cos not only that. There are alot of reasons why i like them), korean (not because they are well-known of plastic surgery), taiwanese aborigines (where many are mixed blood with chinese, yeah haha because the population of chinese is so big where 98% are han chinese, some ppl are like, luo zhi xiang and amei) , malays.
okay stop being racist. haha.
hmmm all i can say i just being political person. yeah.
no wonder i did my personality test (DISC), it says that im "ics" and im a governor as a character.yeah.

Ohh yeah must watch sia! i doubt is not nice to watch!
and one more movie called "NINJA ASSASSIN"! YEA.

-----"through the years, a guy u met who was lost in the midst but yet found by Christ. Brought him to life. shines a wonderful light across him and lead him back into father's arms. went to church which is the Christ body. This guy realise or found his life changed/transform gloriously which didnt happen before. This guy started smile, no longer emo as he found the real God who loves him. Life filled with joy, no longer sad nor condemnation. Filled with love as Jesus is. always attend church services, and also serving in church for he know his father in heaven love him so much that HE sent His begotten son, Jesus Christ, to die for him. He is a justice god. when there's any event, no matter what, he will try his best to really attend or serve. He love to serve God. It is his desire, and also his desire and passion is to be in music, write songs though he no know YET how to play a guitar or even knowing chords, he will still write songs to his god abba/ Jesus from his heart and from bible. worship and praise him the almighty he knows, he got a new motto since ytd's service, "bringing everyone together to celebrate/ rejoice in the house of God/ to impact lives and also to let the world see, my god is love. He made a lot of friends in church, who he regarded as godly friends or even brothers and sisters who he will surely look to. They are such amazing ppl, who always run with God. haha. He love them all! He learn a lot in church, grows a lot and been sharpen, as the friends he had are true! But through the years, he still have (but no more longer have in future, amen!) a fear of rejection.. sometimes you may see him that he dun trust but , because he feared of being rejected. He hope this fear will never be in heart anymore as he continue to keep looking at Jesus. so through out the years or time even now (but no longer!) , some of the friends or leaders he met/make, it may seems that he abandoned or pretend dun know them and walked by and even being unsure that will some of them or they will(which he regarded as his friends) take him as friend or even more than friend ( he is confused) but he really want be friends and even more than friends with them or even still be. Sometimes he cried of not believing them.. hoping that they will understand that he dun like forsake, will you give him a second chance?
trust him?
He is really very happy to see that they are really friends or more than that for him. he is sure in his heart. "-----

ytd, youth services were awesome!! (as always, but ytd realli speaks to me, which i will share the next post since i gonna go for service now.)
Praise God, Praise Jesus for the anointing and presence.
I or i can say with the youth choir were having fun all the way, so enthusiastic, jumping or dancing, like letting urself free out, "be crazy or rejoice over God's glory". haha.
bring a difference to the ppl or especially letting the new-comers know that this is Christianity! Full of life, full of blessings, full of His glory, no one is lack of.. , just having fun and rejoice! a relationship with our abba Father.

ytd, pastor was sharing about restoration because i am the child of God, the believer of Christ!
and God will cause blessings to rained over me. "AS in the bible, rain speaks of plentiful blessings."

God is just so real!
ytd after dare service, praise and worship was so awesome, so anointed, just so GREAT! WOW I LOVE IT MAN! WOOT!
I just sing out of my lungs! and almost "lost my voice" i was like "omg!"
sh*t
how sia?
i did all i could, which is drink as much water as i can since my throat is dry too, maybe can help. And i did some SLS . and overall it did help but not as much.
suddenly, when i was siting one the platform, i prayed as i know my God heals! The healer lives in me.
i prayed for restoration for my voice, so i can sing freely, because i am here to worship my Jesus, my god, to bring everyone in to worship, cause a change to the ppl. to serve him. and my only gift i have for now is my voice/ vocal which is given by my abba god (since i have the passion).

ohh yeah btw, when i was praying for restoration, i dun know that pastor benjamin is gonna preach about restoration as i attending arrow service. haha.

and know what? u are right! as i believed! it come to past.
im healed! my voice is healed! my voice is recovered from glory to glory, although is like 80 or 90%
but god is still faithful.
when i listen to pastor benjamin preaching. im like wow. Praise God!
i quote:" If you keep looking at your symptoms, it wil not leave but if you put your eyes upon Jesus, the finished work, the cross, it's gone!" - the former rain and latter rain falls!"
wow, isnt it awesome! just believe Him.

and i did what he said.
and truly, it is completly healed and restored. Praise God! Hallelujah.
>>remember that when god restore years in you, He doesn't restore the same amount but more abundant!!
wow how gracious and wonderful is our God! our heavenly father!(:

as i gonna turn off my computer.
suddenly i came to this song by Neil Sedaka, very interesting song, the music not bad although is quite old song but lyrics is nice. You can refer the song to our Abba God too.

Song: The Miracle

All my life
I've been a kind of lonely man
Searching high and low
Looking for my way
Then all at once
I saw you right in front of me
I knew right then and there
My lonely days were through

You're just a rose
That shimmers in the sun
And now I know
My life has just begun
You are the sweetest thing
That could ever, ever be
And you're a miracle to me

You fill my life
With tenderness and harmony
I never thought
That I'd be laughing once again
You fill the room
With something warm and wonderful
I can't imagine life
Without your precious love

You're just a rose
That shimmers in the sun
And now I know
My life has just begun
You are the sweetest thing
That could ever, ever be
And you're a miracle to me

Rivers bend rivers flow
Till the end of time
They keep flowing
Through eternity
Take me there
Sail away
Take me to the sea
You're a river that flows inside of me

You're just a rose
That shimmers in the sun
And now I know
My life has just begun
You are the sweetest thing
That I could ever, ever see
And you're a miracle to me

such a wonderful and beautiful saviour, we have.
i wrote a new song (without chords) again. haha. hope to learn to play guitar after sch.
it's just so wonderful that i cant stop writing songs although i dun know any chords. But all is from my heart. His love and grace, the beautiful work on the cross. It's so amazing. No words can describe such a beautiful saviour we'all have. wow!

Song Title: This is the song i wrote to you.

I love you
i love you
my treasurer
my safe refugee
i love you god.

You're all i need
you're all i need
Jesus
saviour
mighty god

your grace
has proven me
your love
has proven me
i am yours forever
through the cross
the finished work

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Jesus Christ
is king
great and mighty
all honour to you
you deserve all praises

I exalt you God
Abba father
your love
no one can compare with you

This is the song i wrote to you
from my heart
beautiful saviour.

This is such a beautiful song. Filled with japan's environment!wow..
im quite touched by the music.

[below is the english translated]

Sometimes I think
That maybe, long before we were born
We shared
One life
Because even when our bodies are apart
It feels like our hearts are side by side

I always, always
Hear
A voice calling my name, my name
Please don’t cry anymore
I can feel your love

At some point I realised
That we were born apart
And because of that
We probably feel incomplete
As we pray for the same happiness
We’re carving the same wounds into our hearts

I’ll keep, keep calling
So that you never, never
Forget
Please don’t cry anymore
I won’t leave you alone or anything

I always, always
Hear
A voice calling my name, my name
Please don’t cry anymore
I can feel your love

I’ll love you
Forever, forever
I love you, you
Even if time
Changes everything
I’ll still love you

Sometimes I think
That maybe if we're reborn
We'll share
One life…

This is what my previous previous leader told me before, and i know it is good because it is from God,>>>
"never make decisions or go by emotions nor based on flesh, go by or lead by the spirit of wisdom of Jesus, God.
It is okay to be emotional, but not causing you back into flesh again."

pastor prince said today for the sunday service.>>>
"the flesh will also getting fresher than a child, that i am renewed like the eagles and soaring in the sky."- because of what Jesus had done for me on the cross.

---be continued..

Hillsong Kids: You Are All I Need lyrics

You see me when I'm sleeping
You know when I'm awake
You hear me when I pray to You
Every word I say

I know You are my Father
The greatest One of all
You never ever fail me
My friend forever more

You're all I need
You're all I need
You're all I need, in this world

You walk with me and guide me
My heart is in Yours hands
You speak your word, I hear You Lord
I live by Your commands

You change me from the inside
And turned the bad to good
You loved from my very first day
When I didn't know You could

I feel You in my heart
In my heart
Oh God (Repeat)

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-You all i need, by Hillsong.

You're all I need
Everything I'd ever hoped for
I've found in You
Everything I'll ever need
You're all I am
Everything I've ever hoped to be
I found it all in You
And all I see
Everything I've ever searched for
[ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/eWP ]
I've seen in You
Everything I've dreamed
And Your Spirit leads me on
In the Grace of Jesus Christ
This hope it fills my soul
All glory to Your Name
All power to Your Name
All majesty and all honour
All glory to Your Name
Your Kingdom comes to reign
In the glory of Your Name
In the power of Your Spirit
The glory of God
All glory to Your Name

-I will be always there, to glorify my Abba God, Jesus! Writing songs to glorify Him and write about the beauty of His grace and Him alone. Glorify, lifting His name up high above all nations, to let the world know that JESUS IS LOVE WHO DELIEVER ME , MY GOD IS LOVE, THAT HE IS GREAT I AM! How awesome is He man!

When i fall down, you pick me up! Thank you abba!

just as i am typing these words, i thought of this song, "you are my all in all"
such a beautiful song that also reminds me of His goodness and "He is for me".
This song i sang in care group last friday.
to remind everyone. and also friends and bros who sang, love it, because it hasnt been for long time.

--song: you are my all in all.

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name

Taking my sin, my cross, my shame
Rising up again I bless Your name
You are my all in all
When I fall down You pick me up
When I am dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name

such a beautiful song sia,
i remember that last friday, the presence and the anointing and the flow is there, so beautifully caught in His wonderful arms of love. I LOVE HIM. my god you are so great!
i just cant live without you.

Friday caregroup, i lead the care group, PW was good, word that was preached into everyone's heart was good!
"Jesus is in the center of our life", "put Him in the center", " always revolve around Jesus", "Look to Him".

Although i realli can feel the flow, the presence of His, as i worship, leading the care group into worship. i believe 2 guitarist, ron and pual, also can feel it as they are playing. But i hope everyone have the same too.
"let free urself" and sing out to Him.
It is good to sing out freely from ur heart. Rejoice okay? know in ur heart that Jesus loves you, and He wants to let everyone to caught in the worship too, because that is the time of the very best. :)

yeah.

----Jesus you are all i need.

Music is such a beautiful piece. I love music. This is my life. It is just so beautiful.
Music is a powerful but a friendly tool. It is also a good influence. With any things used can just create music. Music had a super wide range of genre. How wonderful is that. Music is my life so as Christ is.

Song (I wrote): You are my Hope.

you told me not to be upset
stop condemning myself
as the word became flesh
bore all my sins and faults

told me not to be condemned as He is
condemned on the cross

whatever I facing
knowing i have JESUS
who have lighten up my way
brought me to the righteous (and the cross)
and leave the loser of me behind
I'm born again afresh. ohh~

You are my hope
my tower of strength
a gracious god who i look unto
brought life abundance
i exalt ur name(2x)
Jesus Christ
you are my hope

Hallelujah
Hallelujah (continuous)
I exalt ur name up high.
saviour.

as He laid His hands on me
oh, blessings anointing flows
richly
there's no lack in Christ
i'm caught in ur favour
you brings me joy
Oh lord, you are all together lovely.
Jesus.

It is a very beautiful song, that i love. I think some of u would have listen to this song before, by LEELAND.

Song: Beautiful lord

When the storm is raging all around me
You are the peace that calms
My troubled sea
And the cares of this world
Darken my day
You are the light that shines
And shows me the way

Oh, the beauty of Your majesty
On the cross You showed Your love for me!

Beautiful Lord
Awesome and mighty
I’m captured by this love I see
Beautiful Lord
Tender and holy
Your mercy brings me to my knees
It’s Your mercy that has made me free
Beautiful Lord

When my sin is all that I can see
Your grace remains the shelter that I seek
And when my weakness is all I can give
Your gentle Spirit gives me strength again
And oh, the beauty of Your majesty
On the cross You showed Your love for me

Beautiful Lord
Awesome and mighty
I’m captured by this love I see
Beautiful Lord
Tender and holy
Your mercy brings me to my knees
It’s Your mercy that has made me free
Beautiful Lord

And I am lifted by Your love to sing!
It’s Your mercy that has made me free!
And I am lifted by Your love to sing!
It’s Your mercy that has made me free!

Oh, the beauty of Your majesty
On the cross You showed Your love for me!

Beautiful Lord
Awesome and mighty
I’m captured by this love I see
Beautiful Lord
Tender and holy
Your mercy brings me to my knees
It’s Your mercy that has made me free
Beautiful Lord

You’re beautiful, my Lord
You’re beautiful, my Lord

This topic just came into my heart when i reflected myself on all my friends, since the memory in secondary school till now. Friends and even friends became so so so close that we called ourselves as brothers. Isnt it awesome. haha. Friends realli meant in my heart, it is important to me, although im quiet in the past (refer to secondary sch except during sec 5). Really! They really give me fun, laughter and joy, friends/bros who will be there for you no matter what situation you facing, they just stand in faith with you, whereas not the type of friends that will run away or avoid you when u have problems overcoming you. Also friends that will correct you when u r wrong. Thats what i called brothers/ friends. they are so great . Didnt want to lose them at all but thank God i have you, that u will secure all , and can cast my cares unto you if not u will see me emo again.

The picture above i put up, significant about friends that gone through, "thick and thin " and laughter and fun.

I would want to put up some of the pictures de, but too many so didnt, if want just go my facebook.

Friends and brothers are important to me same goes to my family. They are important. friends and brothers are because i dun have any siblings, so quite lonely, no one in the family that i can talk with who i feel i can really talk with anything. Not because i cant talk to my parents but because they are busy and maybe a burden to them or even cause them worry, which i dun want.
friends/ brothers are important to me, really from my heart. Since i was very young, a small kid, i dun have friends, sad la, even dun realli have a "childhood" dun realli have any fun. During primary school have no friends at all.. So always alone. I agree with my bro dean that most of the time, a single child, he or she will talk to himself. That is me. After pri, i told myself that i will want to make friends with others when i move on to secondary. It's like a new start to me.
During secondary i made friends but not many, its like only a few because i still bring quiet due to past habits. haiz but i thank god my abba that i no longer is because God caused i changed in me, isnt that great!?haha. And godly friends that Daddy god placed in my life cause changed for good. Thats so great! In my heart, godly friends are such a wonderful ppl, that they are like the number 1, yeah but course my secondary school friends too 2nd,haha.Realli! ranked 1st and 2nd are important.

Godly friends are such a wonderful ppl and great, fun ppl. That sometimes we will do some crazy stuff, haha. I love them lo. When i was away from home to penang for my ite course study trip which came to be, everyone was like having a holiday.haha, i realli missed my godly friends a lot! (my church friends/bro) I spend the most time with my church friends who are godly friends that the bond is made so strong. The bond is there lo. God is great and generous and gracious. I love u daddy god. Godly friends realli cant compare to worldly friends, except sec sch friends

[ because can imagine 5 YEARS! together, studying having lessons together, relationships with one and another will just build up. All of us just became so close. Even sometimes there's conflicts or dislikes. These cause a more understanding to each other. That also brought us together and bond. As friends, sometimes we may just quarrel, which may seen as bad but no really because most time we just care each other, yeah! Can u imagine 5 years, such a long time! I really miss them lo, when meet them or saw them i will rejoice, haha. so happy.. and just talk to each other, spend time with them which was quite long hours, of course.
Like past few days i met Donavan, yeah haha. i was SO happy to see him. yeah. Started to talk to each other, and dun fee like leaving, BUT HAVE TO LA, because i have a Praise and worship section for CIP , with my arrow cluster. BUT BUT Im late fro the CIP because i was talking to him, haha. Hard to meet up with him la, and also friends in poly, because they busy nowadays.haiz. Ohh yeah last friday, met Zhi wei, haha, was surprised to see him. I thin kmy fringe blocked some of my vision thats why didnt notice him, haha. didnt talk much BECAUSE i was so tired due to sch projects.
and also like the teacher's day, i so happy that to see them! That i PONTANK school. HAHA. Spending time with them the whole day, such a good memory which i remember always! Ohh yeah, also seeing my teachers i was happy, because 5years lei! realli lo, most of them(teachers) they always there for me, i mean the class. Isnt that caring? haha. I remember on the teachers' day, i just spend the whole day with my friends, meeting the 3groups, yeah so fun. haha! Realli hope to meet them soon!!! Hope cheryl realli put up her bdae bbq, yeah and call all of them, hopefully they all are free.]
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In me, ppl who realli i love, meant alot in my life is my church friends or i can say my godly friends who are christians, yeah, and my secondary school friends who some called as bro too!

There are realli just too much to say about all of them. Great man.haha Thank you Jesus.Thank you abba god. Can u imagine spending time with all of them (my friends/bros) all the time, years , that is so awesome! They are friends who I can trust and have faith in them/ standing in faith with them, so awesome! Even those who i just make or even those who i started to bond with!yeah haha. Isnt that awesome?

Love them all.

I think i will write the same topic PART 2, HAHAHAHA. because there are realli things i want to say, from the depth of my heart! especially my church friends!my brothers in Christ!