i do not know why
felt like there is something missing
sorrow in my heart
i do not know why
but i am searching

there are a lot of people i love
much that i cant leave
church is one of them
they are all in my heart.
they all meant big to me
placed in my heart.
so precious
that i cant resist
ohh~

there is no lies hidden in me
towards every people
for love.
i love you.
is never a lie
it may not seems to be
because i am shy

but my heart is always true to love.
i love you
its never a lie

Bad Romance by Lady Gaga.
is now HOT Song!!
But to me, the lyrics makes no sense.

the song is So "HIGH"!

but there's few different versions edit by people, since the song is so famous, so i'm not surprise.

i gonna share 2 only that i like. I think you will love it too.

Went to watch with my beloved friends, kailin (yeah didnt spell her name wrong, lol.), dean and axel. They are best to me. True friends. trusted ones.
Love to go out with them haha. But of course they are not only people i love to go out to.
yeah went out with them before going for family Christmas dinner.
It was great. haha. fun and laughter.
Know what in the 1st place is already have a vision that we will sure watch the movie.
cause in the 1st place, we went amk hub wanna watch in cathay. but was SOLD OUT! When we queue half way. then was planing to just go for lunch since no other movies wanna watch because we planned to watch avatar, like with all hearts.
but grace grace, wisdom. we are so desperate and something came to my mind is jubilee, haha. i know the cinema was not good but still wanna watch. We walked slowly because confirm got seats de! haha. But thank god, at least the quality is good. It's just the seats and the srrounding is bad.

The movie is so awesome!
I love it. after the movie im still living in the world of avatar. haha.
I wont be surprise that this movie will be top above the titanic movie or same ranking.
The best film.
Because as u know ever since titanic, no other movies earn as much as titanic. Titanic is the best and the biggest film that ever made since then. Lord of the rings, is also the biggest film but not like titanic.
Its like titanic is ranked 1st, then Lord of the rings.

yeah. Must watch!
It's really that awesome!



I see you
I see you
Walking through a dream
I see you
My light in darkness breathing hope of new life
Now I live through you and you through me
Enchanting
I pray in my heart that this dream never ends
I see me through your eyes
Living through life flying high
Your life shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life as a sacrifice
I live through your love
You teach me how to see
All that’s beautiful
My senses touch your word I never pictured
Now I give my hope to you
I surrender
I pray in my heart that this world never ends
I see me through your eyes
Leona Lewis I See You lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com.com/leona-lewis-i-see-you-lyrics.html
Living through life flying high
Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life
I offer my love, for you
When my heart was never open
(and my spirit never free)
To the world that you have shown me
But my eyes could not division
All the colours of love and of life ever more
Evermore
(I see me through your eyes)
I see me through your eyes
(Living through life flying high)
Flying high
Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life as a sacrifice
And live through your love
And live through your life
I see you
I see you

Christmas is the BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR!
I love christmas!
it's all about Jesus Christ!
Celebration of His goodness
a very special and precious season of all time
giving a best precious and wonderful feeling filled with His love!
and amazing grace!
wow it filled with romance with Jesus..

I love you Daddy God.

We are the reason.

"As little children we would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys we knew we’d find
But we never realized a baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

*We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by we learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves and what that means
On a dark and cloudy day a man hung crying in the rain
All because of love
All because of love

*Chorus

I finally found the reason for living
It’s in giving every part of my heart to Him (every part to Him)
And all that I do every word that I say (you know I’ll be saying)
I’ll be giving my all just for Him, for Him (every thing for Him)

We are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give (all that he could give all)
To show us the reason to live

#He is the reason to live
(don’t you know do you know the reason
that he came, oh he came to save us
when he gave his life for us) he suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave everything (everything that He had He gave)
To show us the reason to live"




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"Ohh Daddy God you are my refugee
oh daddy god you are my fortress
ohh daddy god you hold my hands in my darkest hour

ohh daddy god you never leave me
oh daddy god you never forsake me
oh daddy god you always with me till the end of time

Ohh Daddy God.."

Why is there no chinese royal family today?
it just came to my mind when i was researching because some of the country like korea, they have royal family( btw the royal family has been dismissed few years ago). It is true that korea, like china, have a lot of royal family due to dynasties but Korea choose one as the official royal family and which is the last royal family or the latest one of the last dynasty which is "joseon dynasty" so i thought china will have too. But, it just came to my mind that it's quite understandable that china didnt made the last dynasty's royal family

(btw the former royal family of qing is still around! because at that point of time, during the fall of qing. Many members of the royal family are killed! only left a few like puyi who in the end took up the tile as emperor of Manchuria (which is part of china in the present) as the rising of Japan empire put him to be. and puyi was a puppet emperor for japan as manchuria was part of japan empire at the point of time. He was the puppet emperor until the fall of japan empire, which end during world war 2.)

because is NOT Han chinese royal family! Chinese is a race with great pride through out the whole history even when the country fall, their pride cause them to rise up again in power. As you can see now who is governing china now.
.. some of you may not be interested but cause i love history.

i came about this short answer. and its quite true.


"For one, what do you mean by China does not have a royal family? Do you mean that China don't have a royal family now? If that is so, then the answer is simple, because China does not have a Emperor/King/Ruler now, it has a President or a Chairman (I don't know why they started to call him the "President" since presidents suppose to be elected by the people and Chairman does not). But if you were referring to royal families in general... then things can get complicated as China went through so many dynasties and thus theres many many people with royal bloods. Some might be lost, for example the royal family of Qin Empire was all slaughtered by Xiang Yu after the Qin Empire was overthrown, some went into hidings when their empires were overthrown such as the "Zhu" family of Ming Dynasty. There are many who have changed their last names to escape the slaughtering (as a rule, the newly established government/empire tends to kill all of the overthrown royal families in hope that no one would use their name for uprising). After the late Qing Empire was overthrown, its royal family (family name; Aixin-Jueluo) changed many of their names, such as "Jin" and "Ai". Theres a news paper article about a man with the family name of Aixin-Jueluo working in a small office in Beijing, if the Qing Empire still stands, he would be a duke. Thailand and Malaysia are same as China, they went through difference Empires, ruled by different families. But unlike China, Thailand and Malaysia still retained a King, though no one knows how much power the King has. Now, as to Japan, the situation are different because Japaneses Emperor retained a pure blood lineage, for example the current Japanese Emperor is the decedent of the First Japanese Emperor. They were all from the same family. This is a rare and special thing considering how many different families ruled China and other nations. However, the main difference was that Japanese Emperors have no saying in their politics as the Prime Minister and Shogun (during ancient times) that ruled Japan. Japanese Emperors were only there for religious purposes as they believed the Emperors were the descents of the Sun God. The only reason why people would want the post of a Emperor/King/Ruler was to govern and rule, if the King/Emperor is useless, why would they want it? Thus, though there were many uprisings in Japan, the royal family stood in tact while the ruling Prime Minister/Shogun's family had been changed many times. Now to England, as far as I know, is no different than China and Thailand and Malaysia and Japan. It had been ruled by many different families, for example the Tudor and York and Stuart. The only reason why England still retain it's royal family was that it had been a great tradition and... the royal family's power is very limited due to the Magna Carta. The Parliament makes most of the decisions. I think this post above pretty much answers the question. There are certainly (Qing dynasty) Aisin gioro descendents around today, and sometimes you hear about them. They are the closest in time, so probably the easiest to find, but I guess descendents of Zhu, Zhao and other royal families going back also are around, but probably just all diluted in the general population. If the royal family no longer has power, there's not much reason to make any publicity for your belonging to it, except for some kind of nostalgia value. I remember when I lived in France, there were some nostalgic descendents of French royalty, but they had no real prominence at all, just more a personal nostalgia thing. Like others say too in their posts, there's a big difference between countries where monarchy is still in place, and countries with no monarchy anymore. Not all emperors had so many children, Qing after Daoguang Emperor had a dismal record, two children for Xianfeng, one girl -died quite young - and one boy, Tongzhi Emperor, died childless, and none for Guangxu or Puyi. Aisin Gioro descendents now are from other branches of the family."

wow when i was doing researching of history of china, because i was watching a hk drama. "beyond the realm of conscience".
i found out that during Tang Dynasty, there's Christianity le. wow haha. i thought was ming dynasty.

God said to me, "be yourself."
(He speak to me through the holy spirit who lives in me. and books/ statements i saw. So its a confirmation.)
thank you Daddy God.
because if not i will be continuing stressing myself.

i have a lot of things to talk, to share.
but what i wanna say..

my heart is in troubled!
by a lot of things.
like a mist surrounded my paths
i cant find a way out.
im troubled.
feeling sad
i cried

im confused.
just as what i am writing
i wanted friends
i have a lot of friends
but who can i really talk to?
on one i can talk to but only a few
who are in music min
but only to Jesus (as always)
i crying out to you daddy god
i opened my heart to you.

who are my friends
true friends
im confused
my heart is hurt
i want to be friends with everyone who i know long
even those i know for a few days or weeks
even serving or work together.
whom also i knew them before
talked before
in my heart i truly confirm some who are my friends
even the closest and even the best
even trusted ones
and even those who trusted me.

"some" i doubt
but these "some" i really take them as friends or even more than friends in my heart
but.. do they take me as..?
im thinking very unknowning
hurting myself
as thoughts coming into my mind
it's like killing me

i felt myself have no confident
weak
but i know im strong and bold in Christ Jesus! amen

i am very sorry
i also condemn myself
i know should not
because Jesus had taken this cost.
it is such a challenge to me.
but no matter what
overall i still love everyone!
who are the closer, the closest and the best one and the one i know.

whats my calling?
whats my desire?
im confused
where's my peace?
i need to rest...
no more interest in doing things
i dont feel like doing anymore
but is that what god planted in me?
i need a answer god
i know i will continue doing the thing(course).
but what is my call to be?
u told me when im 21years old i will know my call
but why?

ohh daddy god
you are the truth and the light and the way
grace is here
love is you
thank you abba
in you
i have unmerited favour
as you are the "third party"
there's bond is every relationships
i believe in you
even it's break
you are the god of grace
favour
you restores every good
in abundance


~confused...

There are kinda lots of things i wanna share. but the day before " the week" was busy and tired for sch and after that when i can take a rest i wanna just realli rest. haha. But, still blog is still the place where i can write watever i want (i suppose), because most of the stuff i wrote in this blog.

sometimes u may feel that why the way i write, i may put words that are interacting with ppl or lots of ppl, but the truth is i like to write in conversation type.

yeah.
ohh yeah,
wanna share some mv again, haha.
first video

-super junior, this korean band, so cool sia, most of them are christian. haha
actually i didnt know about it.
cool sia, i came to know when my friend send me a video of them singing to the lord.

song: "song for you"


such a wonderful song.
and one awesome thing i read is that siwon, one of the member, always find way to go church even they are in overseas. wow how amazing is this, a child of god hungry for God's word!

and next video is ayumi (again haha)
the song is very sad because she broke up with her boyfriend 2 years back
yeah.
one thing i like about ayumi is that, the songs she wrote are honest, they came from her heart and thinking, so to write songs is to express out what she feels. She doesnt care what the ppl will say about her, but she will just continue writing. i like that!

song: "Together when.."

We started to walk calmly and determinedly
With the same scar in our hearts
With our backs to each other
Without looking back

We believed
We found out one unchanged thing
But we felt it was changing
And took a step back
Yet another step back afterwards
So as not to be hurt

* I wanted to say "Thank you"
I couldn't say "Thank you"
Because it's like "Good-bye for ever"
And too sad

** Maybe I shall be born again to myself some day
And start a journey to seek for you

One day
When I happened to be puzzled a little
By a new and unfamiliar view
Which I must have chosen
The gentle wind just like you
Blew by me

*** I wanted to say "I love you"
I couldn't say "I love you"
But I feel it was both my biggest lie
And the truth

** (repeat)
*(repeat)
***(repeat)

Even if I'm born again to someone else
I'll start a journey to seek for you.

song: "fated"

Do you believe in fate --
A momentary encounter
That changes everything in your life
Before that?

We notice it the moment our eyes meet someone's
We come to feel it sure in contacting with him or her
But then once
We feel weak in the knees

* The wind strokes my cheeks and makes me feel real
Whispering softly that this is not an illusion at all

I've been thinking that I couldn't reach your voice
I've been thinking that this dream wouldn't come true
But the person before my eyes is
You see? No one else but you

Where does this road lead to
And how does it continue?
Even if I imagine them
It's of course that I have no clue

I feel the more I wish to be strong
The weaker my heart becomes in inverse proportion

I shouted your name in tears
I wished I wouldn't wake up, if it were a dream
Ah, the person before my eyes was
You see? No one else but you

* (repeat)

If only I had deserved your love
As many as the times you said you loved me
If only I had loved you
As many as the times I said I loved you

I gave up, thinking that I couldn't reach your voice
I gave up, thinking that this dream wouldn't come true
You see? Though the person before my eyes was
The real you

IT IS EMPTY, FOR NOW.. BUT MUSIC NEVER ENDS NOR STOP.

Terence Tee,

A heart with with so many dreams. But, one of my biggest dream is music, is my passion of all, the greatest connection to every heart. It can be fun/joy/thankful, full of praise and worship, or even sad/heartbroken. Will love to bring the best performance/entertainment to the audience, God's children and of cos God, which is my heart's desire but i will need grace for breakthrough of myself. Love to sing, that through God's favour in my life, it's been highly anointed and blessed. i got myself into learning SLS. Writing songs of His love, etc, & others,haha. But hope to compose awesome music for songs i written. Until the end all glory to my abba!. I love Voilin because it symbolise myself, my emotions. Many things in life, i wanna learn, like piano, guitar, dance. doing design now in school, i love it! im in my church's choir which is my stepping stone.
I KNOW IN EVERY SEASON, NEW GREATER THINGS ARE YET COME. I LOVE MY GOD /godly friends/bros and family, with the love of Christ! ..!

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