This is a song without chords, haha. This is song that wrote on last sat (24/10/09). When im alone at home, no one calls me out but later on kailin and yeu mahn called me out. And later found out that friends whom i bond with/ very close with, like brothers whom i had , left me behind and go for fun on their own. Though i dun "play", they just leave me aside and didnt tell me at all. I didnt mean to tell me like giving a report but a sense of saying why better than i would thought that you guys went to "play"(lan) so to cast me out. maybe? but i doubt, its maybe. (which they thought i dun play) (reason i dun play is because to safe some money and also i spent too much time on playing last year. I forgiven them because they dun know and they are my close godly brothers.) But still i felt i had left behind. A small arrow seems to have just shoot through my heart. i dun know what to do. disappointed or sad?

And during that time when i'm alone listening christian songs and cellular songs, watching youtube videos,

i have the heart and flow to write the song down, as His love(as always) moved my heart.

Song: I Love You

Lord i cried out to you
your love have touches my heart
you are mighty to save us all

you're the only one
I adore
what i will be like
how would i have been
without you

You had changed my life
A glorious life i have now
It's what you have done on the cross
The finished work
brings hope and joy
peace dwell within me

your love have shown me
such a great love
That i have never felt before
brings me hope and joy, gives me strength to move on
unending love
you said to me
I am for you
my son
I love you always
giving my glory to you
blessings and favours.

I love you
This is what you said
I love you
you changed me
I love you
grace abounds in my life
I love you
I am seen in Christ
I love you Jesus Christ

Though my wrong doings, mistakes, sins in life
Daddy God you see those in Jesus
On the cross
The lamb of God
the eternal sacrifice
You have forgiven me
For who i am
You love me
Though I'm undeserved
Lord i bow down on my knees
Before you,
My King
the only I adore
what i will be like
How would i have been
without you.

I just love to serve. For Him. This is me.
when i know i can serve more, i will gladly do. Do not worry about time as i know it's sufficient.
And God will multiply my time for any stuff, like sleep. Haha.

Im glad when i know i can be part of Dare Integration since last friday(23/10/09), to serve for arrow ministry.



------Its that simple? I do willing from heart.------

Do you know that God and His angels always hang out in Mount Zion and leave at all?
Where grace dwell on that.

This is where i am now, in grace of His wonders.
Full of life and eternal love never fails.
No poverty.
No sickness, everyone are healthy and strong.
No lack of His blessings and favours. No matter who he/she is. deserving or undeserving.
Because of His blood/ the cross.
The mighty saviour.
Experiencing His goodness and mercy.
Everyone are always dancing
Everyone have faith in Him (God)
Believe Him.
Everyone just having fun always, letting every worries in their mind no more.
Full of Joy and shalom.
Singing with all I am.
Always dancing with no fear nor afraid.
Motivated by His love and revelation to spread good news to the world.
Impact lives to the ppl through Him .
Where God always causes His face to shine upon His children and gracious to them.
Overflowing of blessings which different "high levels"
Things always getting better, not bad.

Before that i wanted to post something. I wanted to share about a song or 2. Its a jap song. haha If u guys realised , most of the time i shared chinese and jap songs because ,to me, their music it's the best goes with rhythm, always sounds so beautifully and some or most of it goes emotionally. But for vocal wise, the western and jap singers are always the best to listen to and learn from. For Chinese singers, there are not many who have good vocal(songs), most good ones i found are new singers who mostly are from 超級星光大道, it's a chinese international singing competition. That is why i still prefer jap and western singers, as there are wide range of styles to listen and learn as these are good singers. Yeah.

Okay the song, a song that i like when i heard about it was when i was watching this jap drama called 'Maou' / 魔王 recently. The plot is very interesting and somehow exciting as they cant find any evidence to proof that the lawyer named Naruse Ryo/Manaka Tomoo is the real murder through all the hard work on findings.

- "it is a remake of the popular suspense drama The Devil that was aired in Korea last 2 years. Ohno Satoshi played the role of a two-faced lawyer, one of which is a kind hearted soul and the other who is plotting revenge, using his brilliant mind, on the person who killed his relative. On the other hand, Ikuta Toma played the double lead role of the man, who has become a detective due to his dark past, who is pursuing the mysterious series of murders and fighting against the devil (maou)." - extracted from mysoju.



The song not bad rite? I like the song man, during the chorus, it seems to rise up the atmosphere in me. yeah. Hmm.. i think i kinda like Arashi's songs now(haha), after i browse through some of their songs as i heard about this song. Btw i feel that their (arashi) dancing was funny.HAHA.

I felt that japanese songs are always sounds so good. No matter it's the traditional or modern songs they always sounds best. (Better than chinese traditional songs). Like the jap singers, they are good, like ayumi hamasaki, arashi, news, utada hikaru and mai kuraki, etc. there too many to good singers to be written, yeah. and I still discovering more.

Basically i like songs that are written from their heart, honesty, and songs that are written about how this person feel about something and thoughts, which are kinda a personal songs written, or songs that bring meaning and joy, entertainment to everyone or to some group of ppl, better than writing full of crap or make up story or even write songs that are love or hate which sounds so boring. But of course not the love of god which is so amazing and true, that really can feel it in my heart. Yeah.


Thats all i wanted to say.

Maybe?...alone? Nope. because i still have Jesus. Abba God who always loves me and never leaves me aside, gives me comfort and strength to move on. Thank you.

I will wait for You to move
For Your mighty hand to save
When the trouble water rise
You are my hiding place
You are my hiding place

You walls are salvation
Your gates are praise

My Deliverer
My Deliverer
My Deliverer
Is the Lord

Who is like You mighty God
Who can take me from Your hand
As I walk with You in freedom
You're the Rock on which I stand
You're the Rock on which I stand

i would want to write something else but when i was watching a taiwan variety show which was a competition "超級星光大道"
but ytd was their TV company 40th anniversary [中視40台慶] . So they were performing the whole time, and are great, they are realli good! some are musical, some are singing out their story, which was so wonderful which gradually touches my heart greatly especially the last few ones, which i gonna put it up here(below), as they were acting so good, putting themselves into the story and singing out of emotions, bring out the story into live. It touches my heart a lot, and i cried Especially the new singer/actress which i mentioned on my previous post "曾沛慈", she was so awesome! I like her! she's good in music like singing and also in acting where she put herself in the story, ever since she had acted in a idol drama called "終極三國" where she had gained experience. It is very nice, but dont know for u guys, because this maybe not the type of show u will watch.haha.

Hmmm, as what i post just now. I realli thank god i have the voice to sing out praises to Him and bring fore life and spread the gospel to impact lives through singing and the anointing! I realli thank god for that, and also bring joy and entertainment to everyone. Im realli happy to do that!(:
ever since i got hold the right way to sing i was full of joy. smiles. haha. using the right vocal.
Singing /or music is my passion. It never changed since i was very young..

still have a photo of me as a young kid, holding the mic, haha.

SLS is awesome!!! It's really by the grace of God lo.. haha

Hallelujah. i gonna reach my head voice soon! yea!

Yeah, just wanna talk this in short. as im working on my projects i came to listen to songs, especially those who are song writer and music composer. I realli like them man. Because it's their personal! Thats why i do have too, writing songs but as music composer is yet to come.heh.
Ok, as i working on my sch projects i came to listening the songs and downloading songs, nice one, and took me more than a hour because along the way, i got attracted by other bands and singers especially singer-song writer. yeah.haha.
which i may share some of them in near future? haha.

Ok i gonna share a chinese song. yeah. its nice. but dun know for u.haha.
Im sorry if u not interested in chinese songs.

Btw gonna intro this rock band. named 東城衞 ["dong cheng wei"].
this girl is awesome, i like her voice sia. She realli brought fore this song's "story" through her singing and emotions.
listen:




yea, so not bad rite??haha. btw the 1st song, the intro was good!
btw 曾沛慈 , the lead singer of the band, way u go man. she's the one talked about.

I'm sick and tired! of my sch work, architecture!!! it's realli a very demanding course! haiz.
should have listen to abba god, for going to accounting after experiencing my current course. because after walking in this journey i realised i didnt realli want to do it for my whole life but something else. haiz. but nevermind, what had been its done.Thank god i have jesus, if not i not sure what i gonna do..

The word is alive!

Im called to be a conqueror. and my passion is to impact and bring difference to the sons and daughters of God, through the gospel of grace. Wanna see life change gloriously.
Music is my life and my whole.
Through my journey now, though im studying space design in architecture. I know it is a journey i have to go through which will cause me to grow more and receive. Jesus always continue to lifting us up higher, and i gonna lift up his name up high.
I love to spend my whole life in music to bring great entertainment to ppl and mostly to impact lives through the music filled with the wonders of grace, thats why i started to serve Him in choir. As i have thought of it, and as i walk, i intend to grow in mind/ strength and knowledge, even wisdom, because of Jesus.
No matter what challenges i have to face, or I can say is that though they are giants blocking my way. I will see them as huge blessings from my abba god who turn things/situations from bad to good. He is my god, my father. I will cast all my cares and worries unto Him as He said " use me. I am ur comfort, ur conqueror.".

The word is powerful and everlasting. I know I am not lack as i have Jesus, my god who is my provider and my delieverer! Im the heir of the world and seed of abraham which it grows to a tree and a harvest and bear fruit and continuously it shall be grow more , like a cycle. Where is the blessings of abraham fruitfully abounds in me!(: Thank you abba.

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THE WORD IS ALIVE BY CASTING CROWNS

Looking out from His throne, the Father of light and of men
Chose to make Himself known and show us the way back to Him
Speaking wisdom and truth into the hearts of peasants and kings
He began to unveil the Word that would change the course of all things

With eyes wide open, all would see

The Word is alive
And it cuts like a sword through the darkness
With a message of life to the hopeless and afraid
Breathing life into all who believe
The Word is alive
And the world and its glories will fade
But His truth, it will not pass away
It remains yesterday and forever the same
The Word is alive

Simple strokes on a page
Eternity's secrets revealed, carried on from age to age
It speaks Truth to us even still
And as the rain falls from Heaven, feeds the earth before it returns
Lord, let Your Word fall on us and bring forth the fruit You deserve

With eyes wide open, let us see

The Word is alive
His Word is alive

Here there!
I have moved my blog from punkperfectionistee.blogspot to this.
I felt that its time to moved cause quite bored of my old one.

Think that u guys who got this NEW link (blog) should be from my Facebook :D
yeap.

So "welcome to my world" Haha..

IT IS EMPTY, FOR NOW.. BUT MUSIC NEVER ENDS NOR STOP.

Terence Tee,

A heart with with so many dreams. But, one of my biggest dream is music, is my passion of all, the greatest connection to every heart. It can be fun/joy/thankful, full of praise and worship, or even sad/heartbroken. Will love to bring the best performance/entertainment to the audience, God's children and of cos God, which is my heart's desire but i will need grace for breakthrough of myself. Love to sing, that through God's favour in my life, it's been highly anointed and blessed. i got myself into learning SLS. Writing songs of His love, etc, & others,haha. But hope to compose awesome music for songs i written. Until the end all glory to my abba!. I love Voilin because it symbolise myself, my emotions. Many things in life, i wanna learn, like piano, guitar, dance. doing design now in school, i love it! im in my church's choir which is my stepping stone.
I KNOW IN EVERY SEASON, NEW GREATER THINGS ARE YET COME. I LOVE MY GOD /godly friends/bros and family, with the love of Christ! ..!

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