-----"through the years, a guy u met who was lost in the midst but yet found by Christ. Brought him to life. shines a wonderful light across him and lead him back into father's arms. went to church which is the Christ body. This guy realise or found his life changed/transform gloriously which didnt happen before. This guy started smile, no longer emo as he found the real God who loves him. Life filled with joy, no longer sad nor condemnation. Filled with love as Jesus is. always attend church services, and also serving in church for he know his father in heaven love him so much that HE sent His begotten son, Jesus Christ, to die for him. He is a justice god. when there's any event, no matter what, he will try his best to really attend or serve. He love to serve God. It is his desire, and also his desire and passion is to be in music, write songs though he no know YET how to play a guitar or even knowing chords, he will still write songs to his god abba/ Jesus from his heart and from bible. worship and praise him the almighty he knows, he got a new motto since ytd's service, "bringing everyone together to celebrate/ rejoice in the house of God/ to impact lives and also to let the world see, my god is love. He made a lot of friends in church, who he regarded as godly friends or even brothers and sisters who he will surely look to. They are such amazing ppl, who always run with God. haha. He love them all! He learn a lot in church, grows a lot and been sharpen, as the friends he had are true! But through the years, he still have (but no more longer have in future, amen!) a fear of rejection.. sometimes you may see him that he dun trust but , because he feared of being rejected. He hope this fear will never be in heart anymore as he continue to keep looking at Jesus. so through out the years or time even now (but no longer!) , some of the friends or leaders he met/make, it may seems that he abandoned or pretend dun know them and walked by and even being unsure that will some of them or they will(which he regarded as his friends) take him as friend or even more than friend ( he is confused) but he really want be friends and even more than friends with them or even still be. Sometimes he cried of not believing them.. hoping that they will understand that he dun like forsake, will you give him a second chance?
trust him?
He is really very happy to see that they are really friends or more than that for him. he is sure in his heart. "-----
